Confused

Hi there. Yeah, it's been a while. Let me recap. Single lady - ohh yeah!! Moved out of Dad's/Nana's. Living with a friend now.

Life is good!

As for the dating - it's been interesting. Most recently, I have gone on several dates with a very nice guy. Lets say at least eight dates to give a number. Anyway, he's very nice - but I like him as a friend. Can guys and girls really be friends?

So, I am just confused - Guys are confusing.

Why don't guys like/want a nice girl?

FN

Frogs and Toads

Frogs. So, I have met a lot of Frogs lately. Sure, these frogs are great animals but they are still frogs. They are creepy and care about themselves. Yuck!

Toads. Ohh, I have met some toads too! The toads are all about playing games – they are just very confusing!

But – in order for me to find my prince – I have to work my way through the frogs and toads. It’s fun sometimes and sometimes it’s not. Remember – it’s a game.

This one frog was very nice – but was not great at communicating. That is not going to work – so I said goodbye to that frog! That frog didn’t even last a week!!

The toads on the other hand – are all about themselves and they just keep talking!! I am exhausted after talking to a toad. They are just too complicated!! Enough!

So – my hope is – while meeting frog after frog and toad after toad – one of these will turn out to my prince. ( Yes, I love fairy tale themes – a big Disney fan I am )

A Prince whom will treat me right – want to do things I want to do. Laugh with me – cry with me. Someone who will hold my hand ( Yes, I like to hold hands ) I want a Prince who can teach me things – someone to be my best friend. Someone – I can’t wait to be with and when not with them – I am thinking about how soon I get to see them again.

So – frogs and toads – beware – I am still out there. Hopefully one of the frogs/toads I meet will turn into my Prince…

FN

Life Is Interesting

Life is interesting. You try to plan things and sometimes they work out and sometimes they don't. I guess that is all a part of my 'no plan - plan'. I don't know what's going to happen to tomorrow or the next day - or whom I will meet.

The only thing I can control in this 'game' of life - is myself and my actions. I am a good person. I have always treated people the way I want to be treated. When I care about someone, I do go out of my way - to make their day brighter/happier. I am a nice girl :)
- Young lady as my Dad calls me.

My mother taught me that. I am what I am today, because of her. She taught me to always take care of myself, stand up for what I believe in and never settle.

I guess I forgot the last one.

Never settle - I do deserve the best.

I know she watches over me. Guides me to make the right decisions and make sure I am safe. There is not one day - I don't think of her or miss her. Her passing - makes me sad - I never got to be friends with her.

She is my guardian angel and my hero. I love her :)

FN

The No Plan - Plan

The No Plan - Plan. This is my new outlook on life. A relationship I had - just recently ended. It does make me sad. In that relationship, I was trying to plan my life out. Then it occurred to me - you can't plan life, it just happens. My former ex, is a great guy. I think the world of him. He has helped me grow into a great person. I learned a lot from him.

Which leads me to the No Plan - Plan. I now have no idea what I am doing with my life. Sure, I have long term goals (ie get married - travel, etc.) But I don't know what I am doing or what I want to do with my life. This opens a whole new world to me - something I have never thought of. I can do anything that I want - as long as it's legal - haha.

So stay tuned for some silly adventures to come - I am sure I'll have lots to share as - I work through the No Plan - Plan.

FN :)